It's been just over a month since my husband passed away and I'm told the loss will get easier to deal with, but so far that isn't the case. I thank God for allowing Steven to be a part of my life long enough to give me a son. Our precious baby boy gives me a reason to get out of bed in the morning. He is an Angel and he is my saving grace.I have made a conscious decision to heal. In fact, doing so is my New Year's resolution. Steven O'Dell was one of the funniest people I have ever had the pleasure of knowing and our relationship was somewhat less than ordinary. I intend to tell his many stories through this blog, in addition to documenting my recovery, our son's growth, and the fight to preventing another family from experiencing such a tragedy.
I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. Philippians 4:13
This is wonderful Caitlin!
ReplyDeleteI am so proud of u!! You are so strong! Praying for u and baby Andrew
ReplyDeleteThis is amazing you are truly a strong women... My thoughts and prayers are with you and Andrew! Steven is your guardian angel! <3
ReplyDeleteYou amaze me in the strength that you have. I pray I am never lose my husband but if for some chance God calls him home early I pray I am as strong in my faith and walk as you are. May God bless you abundantly
ReplyDeleteI have prayed for you and your new baby daily. i knew steven he was a wonderful funny gentlemen. He is missed by all. I hope to have the opportunity to meet you someday. You are an inspiration to us all. I know the pain will lesson in time. And if the world is lucky his son will be just like him
ReplyDeletePrayers and Lots of Love are sent your way
Blogging has been so therapeutic since losing my husband. I hope that is helps you find some peace. Had it not been for blogging I wouldn't have many memories of the first year after my husband died. Good luck.
ReplyDeleteYou are such an inspiration to many...I know he is in heaven looking down over you both..Prayers
ReplyDeleteI can honestly say I have thought of you every day since your husband passed away. There has been so much tragedy it seems lately that everywhere you look someone you know has passed away. I look forward to reading your blogs as you take us on your journey in healing. Prayers for you and your son!
ReplyDeleteGod blessed you and your sweet baby boy!
ReplyDeleteThat is my resolution as well....to heal. I too lost my husband, only not in a tragedy as yours. I lost Danny to cancer August 3rd, 2012. Its been 5 months today and somedays it feels like it has been forever since I saw him smile or listened to one of his corny jokes. Other days it seems like only yesterday that he held my hand or wiped my tears. I have 3 children 22, 19 and 13. Your son will be your strength, I can tell you this because mine are to me. You put one foot in front of the other and continue to breathe and before you know it your baby will be graduating and your husband will be right there by your side. I know this because Danny is with me everyday helping me through the bad days, which are fewer and farther apart. There are so many praying for you and your little one, I am one of them! Stay strong in the Lord. Ephesians 6:10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power.
ReplyDeleteI love this Caitlin. You're such an inspiration to me.
ReplyDeleteYou Amaze me and give me strength and courage... you're an inspiration to everyone and a blessing as well. My prayers have been with you and continue to be... this blog is a wonderful way to help in your healing and to help others understand the woman within... God bless your Caitlin.. form the bottom of my heart I send you much love and many prayers... Andrew is beautiful...just like his parents.
ReplyDeleteLove all of you & so proud that all is in Gods loving hands,Mary.
ReplyDeleteI don't know you, nor did I know your husband although we don't live far from each other. I was saddened to hear of the loss of such a young man, especially with a wife and child he had yet to meet.
ReplyDeleteThis is such a wonderful tribute to your husband. Not only are you helping yourself deal with an incredible loss, you are preserving memories for yourself and your son. I don't understand why things like this happen - it's impossible not to ask "why?" I know people say "time heals all wounds" but I admit that I disagree. I think time simply helps you learn to adapt, to accept.
You are to be commended for your strength and your desire to share your story. Bless you and your baby. When you feel weak, look up. You two have an angel watching over you.
You obviously have great strength of character and I wish the best for you and your son. What an amazing gift he is for you. May your burden of grief become lighter every day and your joy increase. I find your outlook to be inspirational.
ReplyDeleteI can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. Philippians 4:13
ReplyDeleteSteven was a good man and never deserved to die. You are a very brave woman. I want to be like you one day. Right now I can't talk about him without crying. I believe in you and the little man.
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